Inner Game

One thing I know I did with my last girl was drop everything that I had in order to spend time with her.

Most of it was stuff that I had picked up from following the Stylelife Challenge, things that until Neil was like "Hey, do this! Why wouldn't you? Have you tried it yet? What were your results?" Things I have personal hangups about still (guys tanning), but the result is I can actually go to the beach for hours now and not burn like a fucking lobster. That and I finally got off my ass and joined a gym. I was pushing a little too much weight trying to get results faster and ended up hurting my growth rate too. That and moving has killed my gym time for about 2 weeks, but I've decided to force myself to go after work, especially since it's on the way home.

I know it's going okay because I get compliments, not that I'm great looking but definitely they can tell I'm going to the gym. The biggest thing that made me happier with myself was a 9.3 rating on hot or not from some picture we happened to take last year when I just started actually working toward a goal.

One of the main things that has changed is that the places I go, I don't worry about paying cover anymore because most of the time they take my local ID instead of cover, know me and just let me in, or I can get myself and a guest in with no cover. So no pressure to show up before 10 or even later, giving me more me time to read some of the books that I've been meaning to.

The next big ticket item is finding a job closer to home and killing a 3 hour drive.