Last night, a very good looking woman told me that I look like I should be with the hottest women in the world. Now if only I could get my inner game sorted out, I'd be in good shape. I get mad AA if the girl isnt an UG or if she is someone I have an immediate physical interest in.
I need a plan. Back in the day, I felt better because everything was new, I would read something and follow it. Now, I feel inundated with information, resources, influences, and plus I've taken on so much in terms of learning other things that I've locked up. I resort to hanging out with friends and I'll be damned if I really meet anyone new on my own.
Knowing that everything is cyclical, I feel some relief. I know another leap is coming, I just need to focus on something and work on it. I'd say back to step one, and working on opening again. Open a zillion sets, fuck it. But then what do I say after, and that's my greatest sticking point. When I'm lucky, the other party secretly takes me past it, as I'm sure has happened in my cases.
To be an artist requires lots of practice. Right now I'm sitting with a coloring book scribbling all over the place.
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