okay okay, no lr tonight :) i think i have some fucked up game though, because i got an i love you tonight. i absolutely love i love yous, because holy shit man- from a woman that's one hell of a connection. we only spent maybe, MAYBE, 20 minutes doing actual by the book comfort, but apparently that + spending the night together did it. that and her friend had a shit night, and i got her in w/o cover + through a door she wasn't supposed to come in while a bunch of staff was right in front of us (perks to being an uber-regular i suppose, even though i dont expect to get shit for favors). and thank you babe for buying drinks tonight, that was sweet*100!
but maybe that's all im after, a genuine i love you. because to me, S3 seems a bit much, not that i hate sex or anything, i just feel cheap if i fuck a girl and that's the end of it. i'd rather be stuck in comfort with many of the girls and call it a day. i dunno, maybe it's a weak point of mine?
anyhow, 2 hours before i have to wake up. kinda glad i spent most of the 4th sleeping, i knew this part was coming. tomorrow, we're suppose to play some golf/shuffle board.
im so so SO SO SO glad i moved to a tourist town again. not honolulu, but it will suffice.....for now.
<3
B
ps. immortalizing this quote for the night, because this isnt the first time i've heard it- but the first time i am internalizing it as part of who i am
her: "you could have any girl"
me: "and you, are that any-girl"
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