Pickuppodcast / Retrospect

So I've decided to actively listen to the guys at pickuppodcast.com. The other night I downloaded all 27 or so episodes and have been listening to them, pretty much when I feel like it. I still need hardcore music time, but given the fact I am driving a minimum of 160 miles every day, I'm not really hurting my chances to get through these. I really like these guys because they are not part of any commercial entity, and are aligned with what they call natural game- which is what I've been trying to develop on my own even with trying to totally immerse myself in The Mystery Method now Venusian Arts, Style's Annihilation Method, etc.

What really got me going was DeAngelo's On Being A Man DVD set that my friend loaned to me. Apparently that's something you do when you get sick of someone being a whiney bitch from a divorce. It seems to me that most of the guys in the community are all here because some long term relationship (8 years in my case, at least 5 in many others) soured and the guy was so pussy whipped from losing attraction and just being a supplicating little fucker. I know that's what happened to a few of us.

I would love to give this DVD set to anyone who I see not handling a breakup very well, and just sort of let them go from there. It has enough information related to the community hidden in there to get anyone who is motivated to change their life, really, to let the flood gates open. I hate to see guys suffer, but I'm keeping the community to myself over here, and just sharing bits of hard fact info.

One of the items mentioned on pickup podcast, people asked if they remember their first cold approach. I remember my first few, a cute blond in seaford who worked the bar at skipjacks. A few girls at the greene turtle in salisbury. Thinking back, I can recall shit body language and everything. I was the dog with his tail between his legs, trying to find a woman to live with me and take the place of my ex. Running them through the interview process, when all they wanted to do was fucking have fun. All I wanted was some girl to think I was leet and cling to me. That wasn't doing it.

Now tonight, I'm going to watch movies with one of my girlfriends and have a good time. We partied so hard last night it was ridiculous, I absolutely love the time we spend together. I only have two girls I feel that way about, the rest are all on the verge of being cut off :) Life is good, and I feel like, not a new man, but finally a man. Midlife crisis averted before age 30, score!