Sunday, July 15, 2007

The Prepubescent Part of Puadom

The awkward moments, when you're finally starting to get features that say you are in fact a living breathing pua adult, yet are still retaining something that isn't quite right. I am still successfully closing, but am having a hard time getting certain information out of my girls about why they perceived me to be gay- which is not helping me eliminate it.

The only thing I can think of is that it's related to what I'm wearing. I've always had clothes that never fit right up until recently, and I think *maybe* I went too small on the shirts. But that's all I can think of, or maybe the fact that I am not pasty white anymore. As for the hair, it's always been short for the military so I'm sure that's not it.

Unfortunately I don't have the loot for CJ's eCoaching program or I'd bite, because I'm going to pick up one of my LTRs for the weekend and that's more important to me- why I fucking don't know- something with integrity and I've already told her I'm coming, and the friends I have who live up that way are expecting me. What this means is I have to find a way to make up $300 some other way this week to do it, because I WILL DO IT. GRR.

Anyways, so what do I do that makes me gay. One of my closes said "my friend just asked if you were gay", and I told her to let her friend know just how gay I really am. Good on my part, but WHAT GIVES.

Once this part is eliminated, I think I'll be in good shape.

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