Monday, August 20, 2007

The Warrior King Society

Just wanted to mention that since I've joined The Warrior King Society, my weight has remained the same, but I've lost 10% body fat. I'm still not at the 8% I'd like, but I'm pretty close. It has also helped me realize that I've been spending a lot of time at the gym unnecessarily.

Now I'm down to, dare I say, 30 minutes MAX. And I'm about to split things up between days for better recovery time between muscle failure / cardio. Less time, but yes, a dramatic improvement that I am happy with.

Plus, I've never felt like more of a man because of the health information I've started to apply in my life, and it only gets better every day.

If you want to have this type of success in your life, please check out the link I have here on the blog for the warrior king society. Yes it is a referral link, and I'd like to thank you for helping me out by signing up using it should you decide to. Even if you don't, you owe it to yourself to seriously consider signing up.

Day Game

If I start working nights, I'm going to shift my focus to day game. But the way I've been working, I don't think it will be an issue.. just something I'm thinking about.

Friday

...night was spectacular. I've seen friends I haven't seen since the beginning of summer, because of them working horrendous summer schedules and all. Hopped around a few venues with no intent to really stay at them, and it was on the entire time. If I could keep *that* frame all the time, I think I would have greater success.

I'm still having a problem meeting new people, now that I have a lot of people I consider my friends here. I think I'm buying into things that contribute to my false sense of security again, and I need to cut it out. I need to be able to just have fun with new people every place I go. That sense of deep rapport and excitement.

I've started using some of the things I read about in the blogs, about sexual framing in the venue "fucking the shit out of them on the table in front of everyone" and not really denying it. Because hell, Nancy Friday is my new personal idol. I'm going to be creating my own stories based on her style every time I'm out and it's on!

This week, I feel myself doing more studying and reading. These decisions are usually tight budget related, I've had to make a lot of unexpected purchases this month that totals over 600$ which is a lot for me. Luckily, the way I'm rearranging my life now, these exact things can never come up again.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Sarging For Work

I'm planning to FTC the doorman at a nite club tonight.

"Hey real quick, if I was looking to work here, who would I talk to?"

A. We're not hiring.
Well, if you were hiring, who would I talk to?

B. X

Ah great, when is the best time to talk to X?

Important points are if the work is year round or only seasonal because I'm looking to replace my day job- even if that means I switch to working nights. Also, while I do not have experience working the environment, I have been to quite a few nite clubs in larger cities, and can be trained how they want me without me carrying "great ideas" from last employers.

I will be dressed okay, I did spend some time cleaning up the shoes and picking out what to wear.

Wish me luck guys!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Thursday

Sometimes I get stuck in my head, I'm in a perfect situation, and I destroy myself by focusing on lies, how I don't have game, how I'm fucking up the interaction. I didn't really want to take anyone home that night, but there were these 2 women who were perfect. What was I scared of? Everything was there, I could have jumped into comfort so quickly. The way she wouldnt let go of my hand and squeezed the shit out of it as I left. I've got to figure this one out.. she was amazing though.. damnit. Maybe I'm still looking to build the social circle, and not wanting to deal with SNL/Logistics/getting attached. Maybe that's just an excuse... hmms

restrospect

I was reading through my written journal the other day. Some of the women I tagged as HB, I wouldn't even consider gaming. Fair or not, they just aren't hot enough to me anymore. In fact, I almost slapped myself and started giving myself a hard time..

Now, I've only been actively social for a few months, but the rate at which I am readjusting my sights is impressive, at least to me (and that's all that really matters anyway). So cheers to me, and big cheers to inner game because I didn't go out Friday and I don't give a shit. I had to be at work early this morning and sleep wins.

I had a great night watching some James Bond movies and chillin with some animals I'm watching for a girl friend of mine. CJ has updated his core pua bookshelf, some books are missing (but not from my library ;)) and there are some additions. His current list determines what I'm reading next.

Monday, August 6, 2007

Trying to be Fidelio

(names have been changed :))

girls kick ass
i met this little hottie on friday
and somehow i always manage to make out with them
well andrea was thinking i might leave her at the club, and i was the one who gave her a ride
so she sent our friend sara over to make out with me, you know interrupt me and jennifer
well yeah, then sara went back and andrea came over and did the same fucking thing
i think jennifer thought i planned it because then she said "youre trying too hard"
and i told her "no no, this is me trying too hard" and i turned around and never talked to her again :D
so im eating sushi with my friend james from upstate yesterday and he says
"yeah i brought my friend down and i look over and this mother fucker (pointing to me) is making out with her lol"
good times :)
so i know she'll be back, and maybe next time she'll keep her mouth shut :)

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Last Night

I owed this guy a shot from a few weeks ago when I was so broke, but needed a drink. That's the only money I spent last night, plus tip, less than $10. And the same person that bought me the shot a few weeks ago, bought me 2- and because of not really going out as much, that was more than enough :) It was a good night, so many people were there that I haven't seen in so long. And I started getting this often, and got it a lot last night, "you know everyone here dont you?"

Tonight, same deal. I might buy 1 drink, but we'll see :) I kinda liked not buying stuff because my money doesn't need to end up in my urinary tract.

I don't write LRs, but if I did there would be one here.

Friday, August 3, 2007

Update

Have not been going out. When I do, I spend all the money I have on drinks for myself and my friends. If I brought out 40$, that would be enough. But I bring out 300$ and don't stop at 40, I stop when there's nothing left to pull from my pockets. Totally have cut back the last 3 weeks or so. I think I'll go out for a little bit tonight, and not try to trick myself, but will just limit myself as a professional and learn to have fun in other ways.

The sister is asking about me still.. *sigh*

Also been slacking at the gym a little, mostly due to other personal matters that have been taking up my time, and they are of a nature that does not allow me to do anything BUT deal with them right then and there. I've missed 2 gym days this week, but based on the every-other-day mentality, I've only missed one after today. I'm still working hard towards my goals, and have lost some of my weight already (good news). I promise it's all been worthless fat, and I can actually start to see where my stomach should be.

Life is still good, have been focusing on sales because a lot of it deals with rapport, and how to get there quickly. Being in the game this long, it's nice to actually be able to clearly see the separations of what is what. Probably could have learned this in 30 minutes of a bootcamp though. But it's being internalized slowly.

Tonight will be about conversation with friends, not screaming at the music drunk. Writing that sentence actually makes me feel good too. Now if I could stay away from the sugar drinks. I suppose beer will be the most healthy, if not water.