Thought for the day

"If women didn't want to be played, they wouldn't be so predictable."

along the lines of,
"If we weren't supposed to eat animals, they wouldn't be made of meat."

Comedy Is Not My Thing

There is a lot to be learned from it, and appreciated, but it's not for me. I know this because I haven't given it any real serious thought. I've learned some things from Seinfeld (see Comedian) and from reading Mamet, etc, but I don't have the drive to really do it. And my particular answer has been staring me squarely in the face for well over 10 years now, because it's something that I love doing, it's who I am, and I still get to interface with thousands of people and "game" them.

It's allowed me to meet people like Wes Craven, enjoy spending time with folks gathered all around the world to Ivy League schools, and other things that I suppose "sound really neat." When I get my ducks back in a row, I have the potential to write off so much money just by travelling it's sick, and I need to focus on that.

I need to stop pretending I like to fuck with cars, because yes I can do it, yes it's fun tuning them, but I really don't want to spend the time doing it. Yes I can turbo your mom's geo metro with a full standalone, but no I really dont feel like it. And the perks here? I plan on moving to Cali soon, meaning C.A.R.B. requirements and DONT TOUCH IT laws. I might as well sell off all the junk I have, and get something nice that has at least a couple hundred ponies under the hood.

I still have my hotties (fat $$$ clients) and my ugly girls that I have to befriend, but still not do business with. I don't have to piss my now monogomous girlfriend off anymore either because I'm still doing sex-game with every other girl I meet.

So what I can do is at least explain here what I'm doing now and what helped me back in the day. Little cute cosmetic tips, all of the other stuff I focused so hard on, and man- you all KNOW how PickUp101 talks about the debriefing. It is so damn important because it's funny how nothing you focus on, is what seems to really get the girl.

Replacing The Game

Why is it so hard for me to replace the game, as it was taught to me? Because it's the only thing this ex-introvert has that gave him tons of social proof, the very first social high, absolute crack, pure addictive crack, on an emotional and physical level. Social acceptance is a grand thing.

It's no secret that a lot of the game is compared to stand up comedians, especially along the lines of the mystery method with canned routines. I've wanted to dabble with stand up for awhile now. Yet Ive only gone as far to be a part of local comedy nights, even judging, but never letting the balls out of the pants and getting my ass up there.

So I'll review my active year in the game, since I've already spent more than enough time just watching comedy central (since 1998), enjoying a good laugh, and reading up on some of the nitty gritty. Now it's time to take some canned jokes and try them out on a stand up night, and prepare a routine, and a set. And then venture on to my own material. When something sucks, alter it, and when something's good, maybe tweak it or leave it be, time and audiences will tell.

Are you a seminar junkie?

In the tens of thousands of thoughts that cross my mind throughout the morning, today I was on the verge of calling myself a seminar junkie. I love watching the material that's out there for us, in this community. And I've felt a decline in "who I am" as a result of not paying attention to what's been happening lately. But to answer the question, no I am not a seminar junkie and here's why!

I believe the term is used for people who never venture to the application phase, or beyond. I most definitely surpassed that point this year, but I'm still new to everything, and the higher lessons taught by our mentors have not fully bloomed inside of me. I don't think there ever is an ending point either, life is always changing, evolving, and we must always learn.

Also, when you live where I do- the material is the closest thing there is to a bonded community feeling. Watching GOOD video material for awhile has been very helpful in getting my state where it needs to be, PERIOD. And fake it til you make it has been absolutely MONUMENTAL in helping me at work as well.

I am coming back into the community to learn, to apply things outside of a sexual state. Probably makes me a huge tease to women but I don't care, I love my girl with all my heart but I feel myself ignoring women on purpose at this point, again, and that is dangerous because I am not addressing whatever problem it is I have where I can't stop at being just friends. Most importantly I'm glad to have caught this early on.

VaDrum Fucking Rocks

Check this guy out, and all related videos. My personal idol, let alone that set he's on. Absolutely wonderful!

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=kW0hHJFrhrA&feature=related